November 29, 2006
Still Here
Well I haven't completely given up on blogging, although I am not fitting much writing or reading in to my new schedule. I have to keep reminding myself that Harrison is still only 3 weeks old and to stop being so impatient. I can't help it. I just want to resume some normality, do some crafting, see some friends and fit into my old clothes. But unfortunately, non of this is happening right now.
This week has been particularly bad with both Emily & Harrison being unwell. Mostly Emily, with an awful tummy bug which she has had since Friday. I was going to attempt a craft night this week too but I have had to cancel it as Harrisons feeding is so unpredictable it wouldn't be worth the risk inviting anyone over. Some nights he feeds constantly for hours, with only short breaks inbetween, it totally wears me out. On the plus side though, he is now a healthy (just under) 11lb! So I am obviously doing something right.
I am so craving some new clothes, a new hair style, some time - any time - just to feel like myself again. Just me. Thats the thing with breastfeeding I suppose, especially these early, non routine days, you just have to be there for them 24 hours a day. I wouldn't have it any other way but it is hard work at times.
In the midst of the illness, when we thought everyone had perked up, we managed to go to a new craft fair, which was much more up market than the usual ones and more of a showcase for artists and serious crafters. It was great to get out. There were so many wonderful things but I didn't buy anything as the reserves are a little low at the moment. But I have my eye on a few things for the future. However we did venture out a bit too soon as the little ones weren't well at all later that night ( I have posted more about all of these going ons on Two Blue Lines).
I am really hoping to get some new christmas stockings made for us all but I will just have to see how it goes and not get too disappointed if it doesn't happen. I haven't even thought of Christmas and don't know how I am going to get all that shopping done, let alone have any ideas for presents! Its 10.30pm and I am currently in the middle of making a lasagna for tomorrows tea, in a bid for a slightly more relaxing day - I can only hope. Maybe a special fairy will come and give me an hour or two of me time this weekend, I just need Harrison to stay asleep for a short time while the fairy performs her magic.
Right I am off as insanity is setting in as you can see. One day you may see some creating on this blog!
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